I'm back - in a sense. I was actually never really gone, I was just trying to experience another side of me, which is hard to see or understand when you're an outside viewer.
I won't try to make any excuses or reasoning, however I guess I can elaborate my viewpoint a bit. Maybe I was still trying to find myself and was looking for some sort of an identity that further encapsulates what I truly am and feel, maybe I was chasing the attention from all the wrong people for all the wrong reasons... However, both of those things are sorted out now and I feel more confident and stronger in what I am and my values than ever before.
I realized that the oh so glorious 'redpill' is filled with nothing but shit, lies, deceit andabuse to make even the most beautiful and normal people feel less worthy, incompetent and inferior to those too insecure to live out their truth. Maybe that's exactly the reason so many faux-doms are attracted to it, it's an easy game of cat and mouse with no depth whatsoever.
I also came to realize that I am not a weird mix of bits which are worse than that of someone personifying them fully - I can be dominant, I can be submissive. I can be a top and a bottom. I am a fully capable vers-switch and I am notless worthy or incompetent in contrast to full dom-tops and sub-bottoms.
So, this blog is still under construction and will steadily change, especially over the next few bits. You all are invited to join this journey, give me criticism, encouragement and interact with me. And always remember:
Blue is love, and love always wins in the end.
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A new beginning.
I'm back - in a sense. I was actually never really gone, I was just trying to experience another side of me, which is hard to see or understand when you're an outside viewer.
I won't try to make any excuses or reasoning, however I guess I can elaborate my viewpoint a bit. Maybe I was still trying to find myself and was looking for some sort of an identity that further encapsulates what I truly am and feel, maybe I was chasing the attention from all the wrong people for all the wrong reasons... However, both of those things are sorted out now and I feel more confident and stronger in what I am and my values than ever before.
I realized that the oh so glorious 'redpill' is filled with nothing but shit, lies, deceit and abuse to make even the most beautiful and normal people feel less worthy, incompetent and inferior to those too insecure to live out their truth. Maybe that's exactly the reason so many faux-doms are attracted to it, it's an easy game of cat and mouse with no depth whatsoever.
I also came to realize that I am not a weird mix of bits which are worse than that of someone personifying them fully - I can be dominant, I can be submissive. I can be a top and a bottom. I am a fully capable vers-switch and I am not less worthy or incompetent in contrast to full dom-tops and sub-bottoms.
So, this blog is still under construction and will steadily change, especially over the next few bits. You all are invited to join this journey, give me criticism, encouragement and interact with me.
And always remember:
Blue is love, and love always wins in the end.